I had some bleeding that I knew was not my period because it was very light and I had no cramps, so I decided to take a few pregnancy tests and they all had a very faint 2nd line I even posted pics on here and got a few congratulations, but last night my stomach started cramping and I knew right away that my period was starting so I went and I took 2 more tests and they were both negative ... my heart is so broken I really thought that I was expecting my 1st child after 5 months of trying. my boyfriend keeps telling me its ok and that he loves me no matter what , but he literally has no idea how much pain I'm in... I know that there are tons of other couples who have been trying for so much longer but I can't help but think "what if I can't have children?!" this was literally all I wanted for Christmas and I feel like the universe has played some kind of cruel joke on me getting my hope up and then crushing my soul like this 😥😥😥😥😫😫😫😫