I’ve never put my children in a daycare before. My ex mother in law watched my son when he was an infant. He’s now in school so I’m okay now. I am literally having anxiety attacks over the fact that I have to put my daughter in a daycare for when I return to work. My mom was going to watch her where my mom lives with us but my mom got diagnosed with colon cancer a month before I gave birth. She’s going through chemo when I go back and doesn’t know if she can handle watching her which I fully understand and am okay with. I found a place around the corner from my house and meeting them tomorrow with her father. I worked in a daycare for 4 months and it was the worst place ever. The way they treated some of the “problem” children were horrible. They even taught a 1-2 year old the word “dildo” and the phrase “yay titties”. My mouth flung to the floor when I heard it. I know not all places are like that but I’m so scared. I’m freaking out so bad.