So my boobs are still leaking. It’s normal. But it’s progressively becoming more and more and more. God forbid they get sore then heavy.. I’m screwed.

I put on my night gown (I’m 21 and found night gowns to be more comfortable than anything besides nudity) laid on my left side.. accident squished the booby but I was actually comfortable.. till I formed a puddle of random clear lactating whatever it is all over my shirt.

NO ONE LIKES BEING WET on their nipples. There’s nothing like cold wet nipples while you are trying to go to bed. I can never sleep anymore between horrible nightmares, boobs doing leaking things, baby liking to choose the most uncomfortable positions that shift just enough weight that it’s noticeable to me.. round ligament pain. When do I get to sleep?? Never.

This is how God trains us to be moms I’m 100% sure of it now. He makes us AS UNCOMFORTABLE as he can, this way we are used to the long nights when the baby is crying for no reason but to cry. I just want 1 good decent night sleep.