I'm not ttc and I'm actually on my af right now but last night I had a dream that I had a beautiful, chocolate, baby girl with lots, and lots of curly hair! I actually saw myself deliver her. I got to hold her in my arms and love on her. I introduced her to my family, my mom in general who was super excited about the baby. I woke kinda sad because even though I'm not ttc, it hurt that I didn't conceive her when I WAS trying. woke up to a rainy day. feels like the blues.