Last night boyfriend and I got into a conversation about whether I really want to be with him. He was telling me that he needs me in his life just as much as he needs air to breath

I on the other hand said I don’t feel like I need him I just want him. Typing it out now I feel bad about it but I really do feel like I don’t need him.

He wants to get married and have children and I do to but it feels like we’re on separate pages. I’m in college and that’s all I want right now, I don’t want to think of marriage or babies I just want school and become a RN. So then he told me I only love him to an extent and I couldn’t really wrap my mind around it because I feel like I’ve done so much for him.

He always tells me the things I do for him are things he would do for me if he could to and it’s nice to hear but it irritates me cause I know he can’t do much for me because of the circumstances he’s under. I feel like I’m more grumpy and angry rather then be happy in the relationship but at the same time I feel like i can’t really let go of him because we had and still have good times. He’s sweet and makes me laugh..

I would like some advice or anything