My period is due today... I have no signs of it starting but also no signs of pregnancy. It's probably gunna start in a few days but am I crazy for secretly hoping I'm pregnant? Me an my boyfriend have only been together for about a month and a half and he just had a baby with his ex a few months ago and doesn't want another right now. I feel wrong for wanting one. But I can't help it. And most of the time we don't use any protection.