Everyday has been hard. But today is the hardest. Today I was supposed to bring my sweet baby boy into this world. I wasn't mentally ready to be a parent, I'll be honest. But from the second I knew you were there I loved you and I promised I'd always protect you. When i went to the doctor and I finally got to see you I cried tears of joy. You even rolled over and waved when I spoke. As unprepared as I was to meet you, I was even more unprepared to say good bye. Everyday I wake up hoping it was all a bad dream. But every morning I'm just disappointed again. You'll always be my baby, till the day I die. I love you Albren Mjölnir, happy birthday baby boy...