Complicated feelings

Rak

I just broke up with a guy I was with for a short while and I feel strange. Upset because it’s over but also because I never listened to my inner voice about this guy. He was great and all but he just did not care to make time for me in his life. I’m also feeling sorrowful because I’m tired of being in and out of a relationship that’s not going anywhere. I just sometimes wish I could fast forward to when I’m in a happy stable relationships with my “one”. I know I deserve all the love I’ve dreamt of having but realistically speaking, I still need to do some work before I get so when I do I’m ready. Today is one those days, where I’m kinda tired of working and just want to be rewarded. Anyway...to those that read my post I hope y’all can relate. Have a great day ladies and gents😊