Anyone struggling?

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I have had two failed iuis. This past one was super tough. I really thought I was pregnant. Everything this cycle has been different. And then went in for my blood test and got the negative call yesterday. I literally lost it. And everyone saying “just don’t think about it and it will happen?” Like how am I supposed to not think about it? Who has done that? My husband is very supportive but also soooo positive, and sometimes I can’t get myself there. Like I spent 4 hours in tears yesterday. Any advice? Also, I literally don’t have any pms symptoms which is weird for me. It is not possible to get a false negative blood pregnancy test right? #strugglebus