After years and years of heart ache and tears and sheer frustration, me and my husband have finally made it this far. Not long now till we have our little girl in our arms.

But recently I have been feeling so low, so down and I just want to cry.

I absolutely hate looking at myself in the mirror, I look absolutely ugly.

I don’t feel attractive, I feel like my husband can do a 1000x better than me.

I’m scared of giving birth, I’m scared that my stomach is going to be super saggy and he won’t love me anymore. I don’t even love me anymore. I don’t feel the same.

Constant agony, my hips feel like they are being ripped apart and I have absolutely vile stretch marks which makes me feel even worse and I’ve been using bio oil every day :(

This is me also...