Is it bad that I want to get pregnant again soon? :(

Im 21 and I had an abortion just over two weeks ago and all I'm thinking about is the fetus.. I was 9 weeks and I got a ultrasound picture and I could clearly see the head body legs and even little arms. I know it's most common to feel relief but all I want is my baby back 😭 I'm focusing on my health and wellbeing but I'm thinking about ttc next year... it was always part of my plan to have a baby in my early 20's so it was something I want, but this situation was very complicated so I wasn't able to keep it... is it too soon?