Hemorrhoid?

After my boyfriend tried forcing himself in my butt, no lube, and me not really wanting to do it... I already told him how inconsiderate he was so I don’t need y’all jumping down my throat about me needing to leave him (y’all suggest that a lot on here). My butthole as been sore for the last few days. When I reached back there I noticed it’s a hemorrhoid! I’ve never had one before. It’s small and the pain is actually tolerable. Some times I don’t even notice it. What will you all suggest? How can I treat it, or help it heal faster. Getting in the shower did alleviate some of the discomfort but like I mentioned the pain is already bearable to begin with. Anyone ever experience one that can help me out? I’m trying to avoid the doctor, as I don’t have insurance.