I️ used to date this guy for almost a year. I️ can truly say without hesitation that he was my first true love. Well I️ don’t know if this is weird but I️ miss him so much. It’s been 2 years but I️ can’t let it go.. but I️ feel like it’s weird because he was really mean and super jealous. He would always ask me to send pictures of my surroundings wherever I️ was at, threaten to kill himself if I️ left but I️ miss him. I miss the good times and sometimes I️ just say to myself I️ don’t care about all those crazy things but idk why do I️ miss him if he was a total dick.?