I’m on the verge


Hello everyone,

I am on the verge of going insane! I am so frustrated, angry, emotions are everywhere and I don’t know what to do or who to turn to. So we have been doing this whole TTC journey for about 8 years now. About 5 years ago my SO and I found out that I have a chromosomal translocation. My SO has a 12 year old from a high school thing.

That boils down to me needing <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> assistance with donor eggs in order to finally bring home my bundle of joy. The donor eggs has been frozen for 1 year now and we are ready to start with everything! We recently took out a huge loan to pay for the fertility doctor and procedure. The doctor that we are going to is located in TN and we live in Florida (8 hour drive).

I’m just so nervous, scared, and really want this to work because we have spent our savings, and took a huge loan out for this procedure. Did I mention that I picked up a second job just to help pay for the <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> and keep us afloat.. I have a very well paying job (which I did graduate from a 4 year college from) but its like I’m beating myself down by working and trying to give every penny that I have to this child.

No one understands where I’m coming from, EVERYONE around me has kids and don’t have to worry about fertility treatments or anything! I just need some guidance.. I’m so frustrated and really wana crawl under a rock..