This is the hardest month yet...


Hubby and I have been trying to conceive for 2 years.

My last period ended October 30th. So I should have started again around November 23rd. But I haven’t, and no starting signs either. Exciting, right?!

But no. I’ve tested probably 8 times in the last two weeks. BFN every time. I think this is the worst I have ever felt, because I am relatively normal when it comes to my cycle, and so every day that I haven’t started my period I am anxious, excited, stressed. Hopeful, but all the while knowing that I probably just skipped this month.

Breaks my heart.