Help!!!!

alittle background in September I️ took plan b... skipped October’s period and recieved November’s which was extremely heavy & painful and a week after I️ had sex with my bf but he never finished in me & I️ just gave him a bj which he finished in my mouth so but I️ was just so afraid of being pregnant that I️ took two tests but both came out negative (took them both in the morning on the first day I️ missed my period) but I️ am now a week late & I️ve had 0 symptoms of af I️ don’t feel different & I️ went to the bathroom & this is what is coming out I’m sorry it looks disgusting but please help me