For starters, Bread and pasta are def my vice. And it wouldn’t kill me to loose a few pounds. But, with that said, I think I look pretty good. I hit the gym every now and then, and do yoga. But seriously, my pasta to workout ratio needs help. 😂 I’ve been a consistent weight since high school and fit a size 6. But my boyfriend has been on deployment for 7 months and he’s had nothing but time to workout. He literally emails me about how he worked out this many times and this many times...all in one day. When he’s able to send pictures, he looks freaking hot. Like...abs show just standing there. And his arms? Yea....they’ve gotten quite a bit bigger since he left. Now I know he loves me and thinks I’m beautiful. But damn, if having a hottie with abs for a boyfriend isn’t enough to make me insecure. I mean, what if he thinks I’m not as hot since I haven’t been hitting the gym as hard as he had and don’t have freaking abs when I stand. I know it’s silly to think that he would think less of me when he gets back, but I still have them those thoughts. Is that totally lame? How do other girls with guys on deployments handle stuff...🙈