Happy for her, sad for me

My good friend has struggled with infertility for years. Her and her husband did IVF and finally are expecting (yay!!). I was pregnant at the same time as her (a week or two ahead), both babies due in early June ‘18. I lost my baby in early November to miscarriage and she just announced her exciting news on social media. Please don’t get me wrong, I am so excited for her... but it hit me like a ton of bricks. We were supposed to go through it together 😕 I should know the gender of my babe by now... I would’ve announced on Thanksgiving l and I couldn’t...So bummed out. 💔