So you know the feeling...you’re a few days late and finally build up the courage to test...

Shocked but so happy that preseed worked on the very first try! So a few more tests to use up the double packets just to be sure...

Then you cave and buy the stupidly expensive digitals...

2-3 weeks?! Amazing!

But as the first trimester progresses the more time you spend on Google and apps like these. I’ve hardly any symptoms. Boobs are normal, small and normal (I was so looking forward to these getting bigger 🙈) I haven’t had any nausea and despite being sick once yesterday morning I had a million reasons why it was anything but morning sickness and definitely not baby related. I’m a bit tired but I work long hours so that’s nothing new. I haven’t put on a single pound. I haven’t gone off any foods, eaten anymore or peed anymore. From lmp I should be 6+3 but I feel me. Completely normal.

So the doubt crept in and I googled miscarriages until I couldn’t take any more. I’ve registered the pregnancy with my doctor who has referred me to the midwife but I’ve had no calls or anything to make an appointment even for a urine sample let alone to speak to someone or book a scan. I’m so scared of losing this little bean 😭 so I got my last pregnancy test out the cupboard and...

Still preggers!! Thank the lord! Please please please stick little one 💕