Guys... I have a problem. I actually think I need therapy.

My youngest is 10 months old. Ideally we would only like to conceive again next fall to have a summer 2019 baby, and so that our first two will be almost 4 and 2.5 when baby comes.

We are planning to go Team Green... I CANT STOP BUYING GENDER NEUTRAL BABY CLOTHES. I have a problem!!! I am literally buying clothes for a human who doesn’t exist yet and is only just a thought. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! I also feel like I’m jinxing myself and because I’m already buying stuff, something’s going to go wrong when we DO conceive... BUT I CANNOT STOP.