I know I’m being over dramatic, but I can’t help it

Chelsae • Wife 💍 Micro Preemie Mom 👶🏼

My boyfriend and I have been together for 7 months, and no part of our relationship has been easy. It started out rough and sometimes it still is. He’s 26 and I’m 20. A month into our relationship his mom kicked him out and he moved in with me and my mom. So we’ve seen each other every single day for over 6 months straight. A month ago we got into our own place and things have been nice. But recently my work schedule changed to first shift, S,M,W,F,S and he’s second shift M-F, so we’re literally never seeing each other and since then we’ve been arguing a lot. His birthday was December 3rd and mine was December 9th. I worked on my birthday, but we had plans after I got off. Well I came home from work and he was drunk, but we still went out to eat. I had my head on his shoulder when I realized he had text from his ex girlfriend, I asked him what was up and he says nothing, and he deleted the text AND his call log. This instantly made me think something was up. Ever since then we can’t stop arguing. I asked him on Monday if he wanted me to go stay with my mom, he said no. He even told me to pick out a ring, so I thought he was gonna try to make things better. I’m off today, and he has worked 130 hours the last 2.5 weeks, so yesterday he said he would call off and spend today with me. Well he didn’t. I know one reason we’re arguing is because we haven’t seen each other, and it’s neither of our faults we can’t help we have work. I moved over an hour away from my family, because this is where he wanted to live, I like living here but it wasn’t my first choice. Anyway, I texted him and told him I didn’t want to be in this house anymore and that I didn’t know if I’d be here when he got home. He’s begging me not to go, and saying he loves me so much. We’ve been trying to have a baby, and I actually think I’m pregnant, which could be why I’m crying because he went to work today. Am I over reacting, or do I have the right to be upset? I love him so much and I really do want to work things out.