and at his appointment the pediatrician noticed his sutures seems to be fused already, so we have an appointment with a pediatric neurologist the day after Christmas. I'm so scared he will have to have surgery on his skull(especially because he is so young) and he will likely have to wear a helmet😭😭. I feel so bad because I can't help my baby, I have to trust someone else to do it. I've been crying so much since finding out but im trying to keep it together for my 17 month old and 3 year old kiddoes. Then on top of it he's doing so good at breastfeeding and I don't respond well to breastpumps so im stressing thinking I might have to stop nursing him if he has to have surgery. No matter what news we get we will do whatever is best for my sweet little Bradley.