freaked out

Norma

So for about 3 weeks I've been feeling like I might be pregnant and been taking tests left and right only to get negatives. I've been getting dizzy, nauseous, and what I think was my last period was really a wonky cycle it was late and it was light and I'm usually heavy. today is 5 days before my period and I got a cramp in my leg this morning (which I only get when I'm pregnant) so after work I took a test. the faint line can only be seen in the light or at least to me but my sister in law says she sees it just fine. I'm a little freaked out about being pregnant because of my situation with my ex and the fact that I have a protection order. If tomorrow morning I take a test first thing and it comes back for real positive, i don't know if I should try and tell him in person or if it's ok to let someone in his family let him know. totally confused and freaked out not sure how I'll sleep tonight.