Finally become real?

Ka

So with my son it took 2+ years to become pregnant, and it took preseed and progesterone cream (just figured I’d try them after some reading) and it worked! I stopped the progesterone cream at 8 weeks and gave birth to a 10 week premie (born at 30 weeks) he’s a health 15 month old now.

AND NOW, as I decided I like to try to lose my last 15 lbs before trying for baby #2 on this month’s ovulation, it seems I got pregnant on last month’s ovulation...without my secret weapons of choice.... 🤔

I didn’t even know that was ever going to be a possibility for me and now I’m super nervous, in total shock and disbelief, but coming around and getting excited! Im slopping on my progesterone cream now, as I’ve had some spotting but only after bowel movements (sry for the tmi) but read a lot of women with low progesterone experience that but once put on progesterone, it has since stopped.

So I have my appointment set for monday. I wish it was sooner but my dr is out tmw but me! The one who spent so many days and nights crying over not getting pregnant the first time, ending up pregnant without trying (with my weapons....obviously we had sex... lol)

Ahhhh! Slap me! Pinch me! I just cant believe this!

Oh but here’s also the morbid kicker of it. My sister in law just lost her baby at 13 weeks? I think she was. They had her deliver, the baby’s heart stopped beating 😭 so I think I’ll keep this to myself for just a little while...I dont want to rub salt in her wound.. 😞