Shut down yet again

Hannah

I told one of my friends that I wouldn’t mind being his gf, and he point blank shut it down. I don’t know why I did told him. I was such an idiot thinking that maybe he wanted me too. I feel so stupid because why would anyone want me as their gf, I’ve never been wanted for anything but sex. So my self-esteem/worth is really low. And now it’s even worse.