I️ can’t talk to anyone else about this because everyone thinks we have the best relationship. But they don’t know, that when we argue, he calls me trash, calls my family trash. He said he literally picked me out of the garbage. He calls me a bitch, and says if I️t wasn’t for him I️ wouldn’t have anything, and threatens to kick me out whenever we argue. But when he’s happy he says he loves me. I’m not saying I️ don’t do anything either, I️ fight with him because on his only days off he always wants to be at his families house, when he hasn’t been with us (my two year old and I️) all week. I️ get mad because he makes promises and breaks them. When he goes off like that, I️ say mean things too.

Don’t get me wrong he’s also a good man. He gives us everything we need & more. He decided that I️t was best for him to work and pay everything, so I️ could keep going to college and take care of our son.

It’s been like this for two years, so maybe he’s just over I️t. Always having to provide.

I️ hate asking him for money, but whenever I️ even talk to him about getting a job, he’s says I️ have to atleast make $2,000 a month so I️t can actually be worth I️t.

But I️ have zero experience. I️ got pregnant right after high school, I️ wasn’t even given the chance to be out on my own. From my family’s house, I️ went straight to his, then to our own apartment. We met at 16. Got pregnant at 17, had my son at 18. Now I’m 20 feeling extremely stuck. I️ don’t have any money, I️ can’t go back to my family’s house. I️ don’t have anything.