Giving up

We have been trying to convince for a while now with PCOS and I feel like every time AF is due is due I get my hopes up thinking this will be our month but she turns up. I’m at the point now where I feel like just giving up and realising that it’s just not meant to be. I have found the perfect man and I the perfect relationship but we are not meant to have children.

My partner says it’s till to early to give up but I feel deep down in my heart we are not going to get our rainbow baby.

How does everyone get the strength to carry on? Is there even a such thing as a rainbow baby?

I need some sort of positivity as mine has all gone and I feel like like I’m not meant to get pregnant.

Anyone help?