Dear anonymous,

I’ve known you basically my whole life, we used to be best friends but lost touch and that’s one of my biggest regrets in life. We use to have a crush on each other but the thing I didnt tell u was that it lasted a lot longer than just first grade. It was for 5 years but I never had the guts to tell you bc I didn’t want to ruin our friendship. I don’t have a crush on u anymore, I think it would be concerning if I did as its been years since we were actual friends. I’ll see u in the halls and here and there around school. Sometimes we will say hi, sometimes we will make small talk and walk together in the halls, other times we completely ignore each other as if we’re strangers. I really really miss being your friend but pretty soon it will be too late, we will be off to college and might not ever see or talk to each other again and that makes me kinda sad. Even though we were young, those last years I had a crush on you, I would say I had truly loved u at one point. Whether that of been as my crush or my best friend, and that love wont ever go away. I’m wondering... and doubting, that it’s the same. We live literally 30 seconds away yet we some how lost touch and again, I kick myself every time I see u. In conclusion to this long paragraph that u will never read, ur an asshole and u should stop cuz it ruins how cute u r, just cuz ur popular doesn’t mean u can’t talk to me, I don’t really like ur gf tbh lmao, I’m jealousy of everyone who is friends with u, and finally I partially blame u for all this. U were the one who said our group would stop being friends and wouldn’t talk to each other again. Ik u were being realistic but that stayed in the back of my head and made me think u wanted to stop being friends, but over the years I realized I was an idiot. It’s a two way street though bud. Again, I really miss you.