okay so.. on the 13th, my boyfriend came over and we were like watching movies and he started to finger me and it was good and then he went down on me and then idk but things j escalated and he told me to go take my panties off so I did and I came back in strechy pjs and no underwear. And he pulled my pants down and pulled his dick out and I sat in his lap and well yk we had sex. i went down on him too. I'm j so happy it happened. Like 😍😩 yesss. it was amazing. we've been together for a year and 6 months and I swear on everything I love him w everything in me and now I feel much closer to him in a good physical and mental way. im hella happy tho.

It was unexpected so we didn't use a condom. And my period was supposed to start today but I'm always late so I'm not too worried and I heard it's unlikely to get pregnant a few days before your period. although it's possible I read a lot into it and so far people have said it's possible but unlikely. And I'm 16. so it would suck if I got pregnant now but at the same time I'm not too worried about it bc I love babies and I know they are a big responsibility and I'm not financially stable but If I am, my boyfriend and I talked abt this stuff before and we will both get jobs and make as much money as possible to support our baby. also, sometimes my period skips a month or 2 which is annoying but hey I love not being on it. but anyway if it doesn't pop up soon I'm gonna get a test and I will update. I have nooooo idea how the fuck I would tell my mother. Like 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️ oml. so any ideas? And I know a lot of you are going to say I'm too young to have sex and blah blah and some might call me a whore. but I'm in love and I know some people might also say I'm too young to be in love but I swear, I have never felt like this for anybody in my life. he means so much to me. And what happened, happened. I'm not looking to be judged by crabby old ladies. I'm looking for support and help on how to tell my mom IF I am pregnant. I know it was stupid to have unprotected sex. it was both our first times and we both love each other very much and we have had plenty of baby and sex talks. but anyway, I would be okay with having a baby. I would never have an abortion and adoption would be too hard. we would keep our baby. no matter what. And if you're thinking like oh boys say they will stay but wont really, I wouldn't mind. of course I would be heart broken and my life would feel ruined x100 but I would be okay raising a baby alone. I love babies. I know how to take care of them. I know it's a lot. but I would be okay with it. i would be upset that I messed up my life so young but hey, I know what I did and I know what I was doing when it happened. anyway help🤦🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️💕 thanks ladies. 😘