I don't know what's wrong with me.

Last night i could barely sleep cause of the excitement to test in the morning. I'm having this cramping feeling without period and my gut is telling me that i'm pregnant. So i woke like 5am feeling so excited and it came out BFN . What a disappointment and slap in the face. Been wanting another baby for almost 4years and my dream are not really helping, been dreaming about being pregnant again and delivering a baby girl and that feeling is so real 😭 💔