Over.

So we had our little one almost three months ago and I can't help this but I feel like I'm so exhausted I'm going to drop down. I do blame my partner for being unsupportive. I feel like my partner works so much that he barely has time to do things for the baby and I don't feel like that is fair. He works Monday-Friday 9 am-5pm full time than Friday and Saturday night (part time 11pm -7 am). The full time job i understand but part time job is totally optional for him. I literally am doing everything BY myself. When he gets home from work he's tired so I don't stress him much, but it's definitely on my face on how exhausted I am. Then the weekend comes and he's basically gone and I really don't get the support. I feel like the part time job is just too much and Saturday and Sunday should be the time where he gives me a little breather but he doesn't. Because he works overnights he's sleep till about 2-4pm and gets up. Our relationship has been getting worse, when I vent to him on how I feel, he argues with me. One time it really bothered me, after I gave birth to our son he called me a slob cause I didn't do the dishes, so now I feel like I always have to have the house clean or cook while taking care of the baby. I cooked one day with just one hand, just too feed him when he came from work and he didn't even appreciate that. He doesn't recognize how hurt I am. He's not taking care of me emotionally. I just feel like it's pushing me away, he's not recognizing on how sleep deprived and depressed I am. I told him I never signed up to be a single mother while living with my partner. He told me basically that I'm complaining and a lot of mothers do it on their own. I just don't think it's working out with him, I know I'm hormonal and depressed but I feel like as partners we should take care of eachother. He shouldn't have a problem with taking the baby off my hands and running me a bath from time to time. After pregnancy, birth and now this...I feel like I literally can do it on my own. I'm just ready to move out. We are great friends when we are on good terms, I just don't seem him as my lover anymore, a man is supposed to take care of their woman too. He doesn't even look at me and tell me he loves me, or reassures me that I'm doing a great job. But he's really quick to argue with me when I'm irritable.

I just need a bit of advice