hey ya'll. So i broke up with my boyfriend about a monty ago. I was in the hospital for 10 days due to mental illness. Now I still talk to him some times. I love him but its just i dont think we can be together it was abusive. But now here is the thing. I recently slept with someone I used to fool around with. But last night i had sex with my ex-boyfriend best friend. and i feel horrible. like now me and my ex can never have a chance of getting back together. I fewl kinda hoeish