2 Crushes

Katja

So...I just found out that I had 2 crushes. I always thought that I had 1 but after thinking for a little while I love 2 boys for about 2 years....and I just don’t k ow what to do. First of all, I have never experienced real love and I have never been in a relationship and I just know that the boys don’t like me (they barely know me). But the second thing, is that when I think about it, I feel dirty and I feel like a slut, because I love 2 people. It’s weird but it feels like I’m lying to myself and that I NEED to drop one boy out of my mind (what isn’t possible at al) to feel comfortable. Has anyone some advice??