My Mom passed away several years ago and my Dad doesn't remember all the details leading up to finding out she was pregnant. I'm a very solid 32-35 day cycle, and I'm on day 44 today. I tested yesterday (day 43) with fingers crossed and was heartbroken when the result was no. I'm exhausted every day, I'm napping in the evening which I never do, foods I love randomly turn me off because of taste/smell the last couple weeks, and if I go down any of the "Early signs you might be expecting" lists, I nail every single point (although some of the points are part of a normal cycle for me). I don't want to say anything to my husband. We've been trying for over 4 years and he's stopped asking each month, so I know he's losing hope. As much as my heart broke to see the no after sitting there alone waiting to see the lines, it would shatter if I got his hopes up and we found out it really is a no. I don't know if/when I should retest or if I should make an appt with my physician to do a test????