What is wrong with me 😭

I have been on the birth control pill for a year and a half, I take it every single day and I’ve never missed one. I will admit I have taken some a little late, but I have never gone a day without one.

I know the fail rate is minuscule and that I shouldn’t worry but I just.can’t.trust.it.

I am constantly worried that I am pregnant and overthink every little thing as being a pregnancy symptom. (I never get my period since starting bc).

I am 22 and all I want is to be intimate with my boyfriend without being constantly stressed out. We still use condoms and even then I still worry.

What the f— is wrong with me????😭