im confused ...should i get a divorce?

Vanessa • V.

This is my 1st time posting on <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a>., so here goes....

I met my husband Nov. 2015, by March 2016 we were living together.

on July 28th, 2016 we were married. Our motive for marrying so soon was due to my husband being a Maxican National, while i am a USA national. Yes, the wedding planning & meeting the family was SUPER stressful & it really pushed us to a Point of doubt, but we got thru it.

There was no honeymoon. Due to high cost of living in LA. & how many panic attacks i would get due to the stress of my job, we decided to move. On Dec. 1st 2016 we left LA & headed to Guadalajara Mexico.

Now a year later, we have been arguing all year. We have filled each other with doubt. we have yelled at one another & argued over divorce. we have hurt one another & pused one another to a point that for the past 3 days, each day we've argued & talked about our problems & the possibility of breaking up.

Today i blew up & told him i will leave, although i really & honestly love him too much to do it. but he took me seriously.

IDK what to do.