34 weeks tomorrow and I see all of these posts about everyone being excited and happy and I just feel awful because I’ve felt super depressed lately and just not that into it. I feel like this pregnancy is going by so slow now and I’m getting impatient. As I’ve said before I had to leave my babies father because he got back on drugs and didn’t have a job to support his habit and I’m feeling super lonely and just sad that I couldn’t make him see that our son and I are more important than drugs and all of these other women.. I feel pathetic..