So I originally started out going to my dream four year college as a freshman this past fall. I was only an hour and a half from home and I still had immense trouble there. I ended up on medication for depression and anxiety along with my medication for ADD. I started to have panic attacks almost daily. I felt so isolated and alone. I ended up coming home and having to withdrawal from the school before the end of the semester for medical and emotional reasons. I recently got a job as a teachers assistant at my local head start program. I am teaching in a class of three year olds. I plan to try out the job to make sure I want to teach as my career before I spend the time and money on a teaching degree. My problem is my mom is moving to another state about New Years. I have the choice to stay with my father and continue working at the head start or move with my mother and find a job there. I am a huge Momma's girl and have lived with her all my life. I'm not as close with my father. I know I will miss my mom incredibly but I don't want to leave my dad, brothers, step mom, niece, other family, friends, bf and all of them. If I go live with my mom I will be living in a house by myself on her fiancé's property. I do not have a good relationship with him and do not like him at all. So I would be living in a separate house from them. I don't know what decision I should make.