Spotting 11DPO.. chart much different than last months

Ashley

First is this month and the second is last month.

I really want to test now, AF is due 12.22.. I’m hoping this difference is because I have a rainbow baby on the way. 👶🏼🌈

Last year I knew I was pregnant because I was SOOOOO tired all the time and my breast hurt.. same thing as now. Hope its not all in my head.

Any input?