I need to get this off my chest...

Chaney

we're on a break. Just now. I feel so sad and alone and I didn't want to do it but I didn't see any other way to fix it. hasn't been a day and I'm already miserable. I've always thought that when people take a break, it always leads to a break UP. I really don't want that either. I'm 15. and I know that this might sound stupid to those of you who are married and are 24 with life all "figured out" and I know that I shouldn't bet on him being the one I'm going to marry because of how young we both are but when I think of myself in the future I really can't see myself with anyone else. We've only been together for 10 months about to be 11 in a week which might seem like a joke to those who have been with their SO for 7 years or how ever many years but he makes me happy. even when he's the one that made me mad, or sad, or even when it has nothing to do with him, he makes it better, always does. And the reason why I'm giving up on us is because my mom doesn't support it. He's a good person, honest to God, a good person. Never done anything to bad, doesn't push me to make bad decisions, he pushes me to be the best me. I'm tired of being in this back and forth with my mom though, I'm tired of always defending us. This is my last resort and I really wish it wasn't.