Long story. This kid me and my best friend used to hang with liked her and she liked him back but she always goes for other guys because she likes to have sex and whatever. Anyways, I️ was under the influence (not alcohol), and apparently I️ was asking why he didn’t like my best friend which I️ didn’t think was weird. Then he said when he was vaping I️ said I️t turned me on? I️ don’t remember saying this AT ALL and he texted my friend saying how weird I️ was acting and not to tell me but she did anyway. I️ texted him asking and he said it’s okay because I️ was under the influence but now I’m hella embarrassed and I️ secretly like him a lot. But now I’m soooo embarrassed and ( I️ have severe anxiety) now can’t eat because of it. I️ was proud I️ hung out with a guy because I️ never can without a friend. Anyways, how should I️ feel??? I️ feel so embarrassed but I️ wasn’t myself so imnot sure why he told my best friend. I️ need to calm down.