Breastfeeding 🤔🙄

How can I overcome my “insecurity” about the idea of having to breastfeed? I don’t want to have to put my baby on the bottle especially that this is going to be my first baby. The idea of breastfeeding has got me thinking all these “What ifs” like what if my nipples aren’t good or what if the milk isn’t good & what if my nipples are shy... I don’t know, all these things go through my head.

I’m 18 years old & I feel way tooo embarrassed to talk to my mom about it lol I’m 38 weeks & 6 days so I’ll pretty much be having my baby sometime soon.❤️