baby fever rant

my fiance and I got engaged may 25th(2017) and ever since we have been dating (3years) we've both wanted kids. but lately since we got engaged he wants kids so bad. he's been almost begging (even though he knows we can't right now, and we use protection, he's very careful). I keep telling him we have to wait until we are married and done with college.

but I keep catching myself saying "at least married ". because I know my family would flip the hell out because we're not married and through college. his family would be mad for a few months but once it came they would be happy.

I want it just as bad as him. I just know it's the wrong thing for a Christian family, but I want it so bad. our baby fever is so bad, what should we do.

no hate please 💜