Who's AF DUE ON 23RD! Christmas Miracle for a Christmas baby 🙄

With MY brother passing on the 30th MY BIRTHDAY Christmas... Af due on 23rd ..Ive never wanted to be pregnant so bad. With me 1 child w/ previous abortions (including one this year(Aug) I can say these af symptoms feel weird if AF does come ! I've been throwing up (this morning), Moody, irritable, and horny and having cravings similar to that of my first SON! AF DUE 23RD!