Hate my post baby boobs

I had small perky boobs and average nipples before having my son and now, 4 months pp and still breastfeeding, they’re so unattractive!! I have stretch marks and my nipples are huge. My boobs are now more like a cone shape lol. Is this permanent or did anyone’s breasts get better after breastfeeding? My mom said hers went back to normal after but I️ don’t see how they could. My son’s dad and I recently got back together and while he said I️m tighter down there than I was before the baby (which is awesome for both of us), he laughed saying “damn your boobs are weird looking”. He was just talking about the shape of them. Usually comments like that don’t bother me because him and I are very straight up with each other and don’t get offended easily but for some reason I️m feeling a bit sensitive about my boobies these days. Anyone else feel this way postpartum? Anyone’s get better after breastfeeding?