Hey I’m writing this because lately I don’t feel like I have anyone I can talk to.

My fiancé and I have been together for over 3 years. I had to move away to another country and it’s been 6 months. He found a job, saved up money and visited me 4 months ago to propose. Ever since he left we’ve been having our ups and downs. I know that’s normal.

But it seems to me like we continuously have miscommunications and we both aren’t on a good mental state since we both experienced some sort of loss. We both love each other deeply but it’s getting so hard by the day. This month isn’t as rough as it was last month but I just don’t know what to do.

We sort of let our anger on each other at different times and it leaves us both miserable. I’m starting to feel like this might get toxic. We’ve given each other so much spaced compared to before but idk what’s happening.

I’ve read articles on maintaining healthy relationships, had honest conversations with him. He even agreed to make changes and it worked for a while but it always goes back into this mess.

Thank you for reading this far. Does anyone have any thoughts?