Having a hard time dealing

Jessica
I feel like everyone around me is announcing they are preggie and with the same due date I had 😭 . I keep having dreams about being preggie with all the people that really are in my life . Including my sis who found out she is preggie only a week after I lost mine 😞 Uhg . And I'm the only one that knows she's preggie . I am going to my best friends shower in two weeks and bought baby stuff for her and just cried . I am starting to feel like a crazy person .