Because like I go to confession and confess my sins ya now and so watching porn is bad and I feel REAAALLLLLY GUILTY when i do watch it and then confess. So what do I do..... And any things I ca use if I can't get any sex toys or anything? What household items can I use (specific things) and. It hairbrush handles that doesn't work for me! What should I use? And can't do shower head and faucet......🙄😞 cause I get horny and get bored of using my fingers.......help.