Since I was about 2 or 3 I was a witness of domestic abuse. My dad it my mom more times than I could count. Now I'm 13 and I'm not even afraid of seeing a fight, I'm not even hype about it. I have no feeling what so ever. When I see my family fight it's more of an embarrassed feeling. I think "What if the neighbors hear this and think I'm going to be like that?" So, I was just wondering why I feel like that. Btw when I meant "family" I didn't mean my mom and dad they don't fight anymore, just small agurements of the most dumbest stuff you can think of