I need to vent!

Trace • I have a 18 y.o. Boy. 14 y.o. Girl. Ttc since 2015. Miscarried Mar 2016/May 2018/Oct 2019/Apr 2020/Apr 2021/Nov 2021/Aug 2022/Dec 2022/May 2023. Ttc our 🌈 baby.

So I get my kids from their dads house and they say guess what dad and (his gf) are having a baby. Now some back story their dad and his girlfriend are drunks! So much so that just 2 weeks ago they were both falling down drunk and obviously she was pregnant then because she’s due in August! My ex whom I was with for 10 years! Who said he never wanted anymore kids blah blah now having a baby! I’m hurt angry shocked! Like why the fuck! Me and my husband are healthy! Trying for over 2 years tests and procedures and nothing!!!!!! And here they are pregnant just like that! 💔🙁😡